All now mysterious...like fog...

....Will be BRIGHT at last. ....will be bright and clear one day.... Just like the SUN coming out! We can not KNOW GOD completely as much as we try...not can we understand all his ways....nor can we know anyone...we can see character over time.... What are you or I characterized by....our daily habits formed from our thoughts and beliefs ? What does GOD see and want? That is what matters and brings the peace & joy daily... That is what I have found... The pearl... THE PEARL OF PEARLS... Of GREAT PRICE that I will not sell or compromise for anything or anyone!.... Who are we to JUDGE anyone???? Only GOD knows the heart.... Oh let us ALL be so very care-ful & cautious least we fall and THINK we know anyone or anything...save KNOWING CHRIST and our CONSTANT breath by breath ...moment by moment NEED for a greater power ...wisdom ... Peace... Hope...joy... LOVE ...from the ONE the ONLY one TRUE GOD ... ELOHIM ... CREATOR OF THE UNIVERSE... Y' SHUA... the MESSIAH.... KING OF KINGS and LORD OF LORDS???? OH do you know,....really.. KNOW my Redeemer? ... THE LOVER of my soul as I DO? ... OH the Ecstasy I live in and the Favor HE bestows on me and ALL who walk in HIS ways... Diligently listening to HIS sweet voice and having intimate fellowship... Time ... A looking to HIS face ..." eyes" ...heart... It is like falling in love over and over again and again... Oh the bliss of earthly joys when enjoyed through heavenly vision and insight! I truly enjoy EVERY precious moment & Every PRECIOUS person ... Even the person HE is creating me to be in this alone time. Oh such LOVE ...like the ocean that is my view here on the California Coast as I visit my brother and sister- in- love's ...LOVERLY " green certified home overlooking a gorgeous beach and cliff scene!.... Yes life IS HARD because " THIS AIN'T HEAVEN" and I too have moments of agony missing ones I LOVE and LONG to see ( the MANY in heaven and those on earth that distance has separated ) But I can & do live in ecstasy most hours of the day because of my sweet union with JESUS and all the gifts HE brings and blesses me with constantly... HE wipes my tears away and hugs and touches me with HIS amazing grace... Often by the human touch and HE alone gives me EVERYTHING I need and so often SO MUCH MORE...abundant life- unspeakable JOY!!! When you have fasted like I have ~oh the feasting is O SO MUCH more incredible - fantastico - wunderbar.....oh join me won't you?...talk to GOD...ask HIM honestly ...CRY OUT!....HE WILL ANSWER...read HIS love letter to you... The Bible...Psalms and proverbs and the words of JESUS... Oh HE will teach and guide if you let HIM... Embrace the tears..embrace this moment... And... GIVE THANKS!!!!.... Yes all the mystery makes life an exciting READ! I have learned to be content ... Whether living in my car ... Partying with the homeless ( gypsy that I now am) or sailing with the millionaires.... It is all the same... Because ...the LORD IS my Shepherd... I have EVERYTHING that I need.... I KNOW GOD.....do you?...Oh taste and SEE the LORD is GOOD... Some say Seeing is believing To me.... BELIEVING is SEEING!!!!! definition of believe : to rely on to CLING to... To TRUST in...Hebrew : BETAH ! Oh just ask to see JESUS... And you will! Gratefully & therefore JOYfully & lovinly ~ Ruthy